always.

April 09, 2009

the story continues

went Lot 1 -popular with teng teng.
just a pen and i hesitate for 3 minutes or so,
i worry that i might waste money.
i owe my mother $350 +/-
i was in debt.
the debt was countless to my parents.
moreover, my old illness was back.
HEADACHE.
it had caused me to take pills for 2 consecutive day.
my work was lay behind,
i need to rush .

thanks folk for all the encouragement.
; jack, i count by year not by months.

i was sick on Monday and Tuesday.
having fever.
kind of shagged.
trying my best to find the real me.
I'm still in the mid of finding.
as what Mrs cheong says.
" let's start afresh"

from next week onwards,
i will attend school everyday,
attend remedial,
do all assessment,
do revision.
this would be my life

i had surrendered to it.
it don't belong to me anymore.
I'm just a walking puppet.
i can't explain much.
everything I'm trying to explain,
will come back to me eventually.
i wasn't trying to push the blame
or perhaps defending myself
is just....
forget it.

i still can't get rid of those
troubles in me.
i need time.
ample of time..
i had set high target for myself.
B3 for chi
B4 for el
B4 for maths
B3 for Combine H.
B4 for science
B4 for POA
this would be my target for SA1

my friends manage to get into poly.
as with past experience,
everyone change when they are in POLY or SO.
hopefully, they are different.

perhaps i think too much.
or my worries was right.
i was two year late.
no time to waste.
even if i happen to die off,
i still want a good and nice result for O's.


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