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Photobucket hey hey. I am Zoe and I am 18. Oranges and white purple and computers are my favorite things.


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April 05, 2009
issue

change of skin.


praying my grandfather yesterday.
going mandai tommorrow today.
reluctant to go.

relatives came yesterday.
lots of problem.
this and this not in good term,
that and that giving black face.
every house had it own problem.
played MaJong, lost.
lost a sum of 15++.





i was wear out. totally-
break down and cried.
my sis saw it.
the stress from mother,
my own target,
peoples' look.
all was bothering me .

i need a rest. perhaps just a rest.
I'm tired. i need someone to encourage me.
storing tons of problem in me.
I'm going to have another breakdown soon. or now.
i may seem fine and happy. ironically , I'm not
the kind of feeling was unexplained.
perhaps the main reason was kept in me.


i bother how people look at my as a retainer.
i bother how people look at my parents.
i bother what they say.
i bother lots of stuff.
maybe I'm suffering from psychology problems.

trying to find the real me back.
i want to travel back time .
make lot of wrong choices.

i regret.
really regret.

i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry