Randomise

one day

2009-11-02T19:53:00.002+08:00

Had not been blogging for days, weeks, and months.
Actually, i dont want to blog,
but for the sake of baby,
I blog. hahas.

Today, i just had my social studies and chemistry paper.
for social studies,
the topic i studied came out,
And the source based is quite easy.
hahas.
Chemistry, i have problem with it.
The paper was quite easy,
but my answer;
seems to be different from my friends.
holy shit,
hopes my marks wont be that low.
hahas.

after the paper,
went to eat dinner
with teng teng and guo jiao at 302.
the rain just keep pouring down;
we sat at the place for almost an hour.
without umbrella,
just simply walk in the rain;
and get wet.
hahas.

Baby having his field trip today.
and today, it keeps raining.
wonder if he is fine?
His phone was asked to surrender,
cant contact him for days.
haix.

Having no paper tomorrow.
going bring my granny to the hospital for check up.
Her age is catching her up,
she is getting older each day,
sad.

thinking of what to get for baby,
erm...
need to get it fast. hahas

03-09-09

2009-09-03T21:44:00.003+08:00

I'm not very happy today.
the life seems to be full of doubts.
i need an answer badly.
Perhaps I'm sensitive to it.
Hell knows.
i HATE to be in emo state.
i HATE to left alone.
i HATE to be isolate.
i HATE to fail.
i HATE to search for the answers.
i HATE to be pin down.

out of nowhere, i started to play with the web-cam.
took lots of photos.
here's the link.
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=143354&id=785000129&l=d87a4d1fb2

lyrics

2009-08-19T23:14:00.001+08:00

＊女︰愛愛愛愛了幾回　也明白其中滋味付出的從來不會等於收回我卻還在等待著　誰能出現
男︰傷傷傷傷了幾回　也曾經為愛憔悴愛情裡好人總比壞人狼狽我卻還是學不會　狠心對誰
＃女︰男人男人　多希望你是好人多希望用你的真　讓我不必再心疼
男︰女人女人　我答應做個好人我答應用我一生　來換你的快樂一生
重唱　
＊男︰傷傷傷傷了幾回　也曾經為愛憔悴愛情裏好人總比壞人狼狽
合︰我卻還是學不會　狠心對誰
重唱　
＃女︰男人男人　多希望你是好人多希望用你的真　讓我不必再心疼
男︰女人女人　我答應做個好人不會再讓你心疼
女︰不會再讓我心疼合︰一等再等　你就是我等的那個人
男︰男人男人
女︰女人女人
合︰多麼希望你是對的人

19-08-09

2009-08-19T22:36:00.002+08:00

er, My sis, almost created an explosion.
she boiled water and totally forgot about it.
the kettle was burnt and water dried up.
good things is that,
she had recover from block nose.

Congrats to Zoe.
hahas.
receive B3, Dist, for the 3rd attempt of Chinese O'level.

had not been blogging for months.
my blog is growing webs.
basically, i do not have the yearning heart to post.
i had been going out with tengs and guo jiao.
i had been going for badminton after school.
i had been working hard for my subjects.
i had been improving in my subjects.
i had been getting happier everyday.
i had been sleeping late.
i had been growing eye bags.
shit, i hate it los.hahas.

my blog with only function;
if my mood is happy.

05-07-09

2009-07-05T18:19:00.003+08:00

found this on the beach of pasir ris yesterday.
and is dead.
sad.

Basically, i'm not in the mood for every thing.
I'm having tons of worried in my mind.
don't bother to ask me, what i'm worried about.
cause; i don't even have the answer to it.
i simply need an anwer to solve my uneasy feelings.

26-06-09

2009-06-26T00:07:00.005+08:00

photo of bird park trip. This is the link to view.
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=118288&id=785000129&l=d5c386768d

it has been 12 days ever since i last blog.
in this 12 days, many things happen to my family and me.
this post going to be long.

my mum had toothache for one week.
accompany her to clinic hospital.
I even pay the bill for her.
now, I'm broke.

on the 18-06-09
when ECP to celebrate my brother 6th birthday.
pictures here:
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=120244&id=785000129&l=4e997e2707
on the 19-06-09
accompany granny to hospital for checkup
with uncle and his wife
after that, when bukit timah for porridge.
then, went courts to view furniture.
I'm suppose to meet my clicks.
my uncle actually said will send me down
end up to the nearest MRT.
So, pissed off. took train down.
and i shed tears in the train.
thinking that my granny going to move out.
meet Fanny and Jennifer straight when i reached
Nora last minute back out.
we shop for a few hours and bought new shoe
After that, took bus down to north vale.
having class gathering.
took tons of photo.
here :
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=120243&id=785000129&l=7516a88f7e

on 20-06-09
when to my first auntie house.played Majong with my aunties and god-mother.
lose $4.80.
didn't taken dinner at her place.
the dishes don't suit me.
went home for dinner
settle it with Maggie.
stick to laptop,
played Sims 3.

Father's Day.
my dad was at home.
this year celebration was nothing much.
sat down together and have breakfast and dinner.
exclude my granny.
she was away to view furniture with uncle.
For this 17+ years, i didn't dare to talk back or confront my granny.
eventually, i did it on father's day.
i told her thinks that she don't know
about her son, my uncle.
everyone was pointing finger and claim is my parents faults.
As their child, what we can do is bear and bear.
I eventually can't talk it and say every things out.
my sister was there too.
we cried.
granny went back to sleep.
she was unhappy that we say about his favourite son.
she was indeed a biased mother.

22-06-09
i woke up and greet her,
she was not happy.
her tone was different.
Just before we went Lot 1 for breakfast with both my sisters and her,
my elder sister actually explain things to her, and told her things that she wasn't aware.talked for an hour more,
we went lot 1.
every things seem fine.
went home after that.
at night, she finally talk to my mother.
grateful.

23-06-09
i was at home whole day.
did assignment.
is my sister boyfriend birthday.
is also the first time he slept over.
i didn't know that my second sister actually bought a slice of cheese cookie cake for me.
i was surprise.
they actually did it on 12 midnight.
so touched. love my sisters.
we played Majong and i won $2.

24-06-09
it's my birthday.
Happy Birthday, Zoe
blow cake at 12 midnight.
that's my only cake.
woke up at 11pm, slept at 3 plus 4 .
went down stair for lunch.
after that, was at home the whole day.
my brother was at home too.
he going flyer with my elder sister and boyfriend.
we doll him up
.
after that, my auntie called and ask me out.
i joined her and she sent me back around 4.45pm.
i meet fanny, shao wei, and Daryl and Cheryl at 5.30pm
however, my dear fanny was sleeping.
she was late. meet her at 6 then.
Cheryl said that she don't know that I'm meeting her.
she went down later.
went bugis for Bbq steamboat.
paid $18. fanny was indeed the hilarious one.
she was standing there and wait for the meat.
she told the waiter twice and no meat was placed.
she ask me , shao wei and Daryl to go peep and take.
after that, she took one big plate, and ask me to take again.i took, either shao wei or Daryl also went to take.
there's 3 plate. we couldn't finish all.
Cheryl joined in later.
we joke and laugh.
around 9pm, we left the place.
went Bj to shop around for a while,
i left them first.
catching 9.30pm movie
- Ghosts of girlfriend past.
watched with xiang bin.
after the show, we head home.
took the last train from bugis to jurong.
actually, we managed to take the last train from jurong.
some things pop up.
and we missed the train.
took cab to lot 1 then.
my sister wants to eat mac.
mac closed.
he sent me home,
and i pass him the present that i owe him for at least a month.

thanks for the gift.

Bird Park Trip

2009-06-14T00:56:00.002+08:00

heyhey,
update tomorrow.
no mood;
very tired.
in the mist of
RANDOMISING.

13-06-09

2009-06-12T23:36:00.004+08:00

EM,
went school today morning;
head to town at 3 plus.
meet Jennifer;
went far east and she brought dress.belt
i bought this jacket.

is some how formal;
but i like it.
going to wear on Friday
with my clicks.
after that,
went Charles and Kieth to buy shoe.
Jennifer brought heels
but;
i didn't purchase any.
just tried this :

kind of like it Los;
tempted to buy.
hahas;

went subway for dinner;
took train home after that.
took photos upon waiting the train
and in train.

there's some more
but that Jennifer don't allow me to put.
hahas,

actually ,
going meet my primary school mate to collect my clothes
which i brought from her online.
but, can make it on time.
so, Sunday then pass to me.

went 7-11 to purchase bread for tml outing.
brought Mr and little miss again.
one new member and repeated member.
hahas.

that's all.

11-06-09

2009-06-11T21:52:00.004+08:00

oh gosh;
I'm totally engross with this man .
his name is KIM HYUN JOONG.
starring in boys over flowers.
my new hubby; <3
hahas;
i am so thick skin .
my laptop wall paper and phone was all him.
hahas.

okay; enough.
today, didn't go school
at home all day.
my shoulder was in pain.
stick to laptop whole day.
went to bring brother home;
and head to 7-11.
brought MR and LITTLE MISS.

from left to right;
little miss shy, little miss chatterbox, little miss sunshine, and Mr greedy

On our way home,
we saw this

is filled with dried leaf
it almost cover the whole track.

House basic tap spoil,
father spent an hour plus to fix.
both sister wasn't home.

Tomorrow, going town with Jennifer.
shopping time. - GSS
hahas;

10-6-09

2009-06-10T22:59:00.003+08:00

Song change;
mood change too :s

when for chemistry lesson today.
the attendance was bad.
Agatha, Celeste and guo jiao didn't attend
i went alone.
brought food for sister;
my elder sis went chalet.
another going Malaysia -Thailand tml.
left me alone and brother.

meet Irene, kuei lee for lunch and dinner.
went sakae;
crap with them,
recalled what happen during primary school days;
laughter :)
after dinner;
shop aimlessly.
went home after that.

Saturday, going JBP(jurong bird park)
with fanny, Nora and jasmine.
Jennifer not free , so count her out.

my mood changes,
not PMS
is just, CHANGE
I'm getting more randomise
and falling into the emo category.
oh gosh, in favour of help.

hey;
take care of your health ;
don't fall sick again.

7-6-09

2009-06-07T18:49:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday, cousin(pei hui)

change photo;

yesterday, aunty came to celebrate birthday for me.
as chinese birthday was one say before.
receive red packets and blow cake.
this celebration was some how lousy.
my own family members wasnt there for me.
except my brother.
father went drinking
mother was hiding in the room
as having bad terms with my uncle
both sister went out.
what a celebration uh.
forget it.

dad not working today.
played Mj for a while.
not even a complete round.
my aunty and daddy came.
has been hiding in the room ever since they came.
packed my table and shelves.
ate campbell for lunch.
played facebook.
i'm feeling kind of bored with facebook.
nah, thats all.

I managed to find the english lyrics for
Because i'm stupid by SS501.

Girl,don't you know I am a fool for you
I don't know anything but you
While you heart belongs to someone else
Probably you never know how I feel

And I can't even make you laugh or cry
You can't remember there is a guy
who is looking at the steps that you make
I can't help my stupid tears falling down

Each time you pass me by
There's a feeling softly touch my heart
But the more I love you the more I know
That I end up being alone

[Chorus]
Everyday I miss you as I can't breath
Every night,I just can't turn off the light
'Cause I'm so afraid to describe the way I feel
Once again, alone, crying for you
Once again, alone, missing for you
Baby, I love you, I'm waiting for you

And I can't even make you laugh or cry
You can't remember there is a guy
who is looking at the steps that you make
and create the memories of his own

To me, love is a wound
And I make it wider everyday
Even though I can see your pretty smile
But somehow I can't smile back to you

Bye bye,never say goodbye
Even though I can't hold on to you
I need you,I can't find anything else to say
So I'll wish again and again

[Chorus]
Everyday I miss you as I can't breath
Every night,I just can't turn off the light
'Cause I'm so afraid to describe the way I feel
Once again, alone, crying for you
Everyday I miss you as I can't breath
Every night,I just can't turn off the light
'Cause I'm so afraid to describe the way I feel
Once again, alone, crying for you
Once again, alone, missing for you
Baby, I love you, I'm waiting for you

5 june

2009-06-05T17:28:00.007+08:00

finish watching the boys before flowers(K)
in just 3 days.

the show was nice.

the cast was handsome and pretty.

i was obsessed with it.

;change the blog song to their OST.

uploaded 8 songs.

some song was touching,

love this few scene

the casts:

in the mean time,
something was bothering me.

i don't know if i should or should not.

i don't want to hurt anyone.
I'm lost.
no directions, no heading
i don't like the me now.

finding a soul mate to ease my pain.

in the mist of searching.
i don't know who and where will this person be.
I'm giving up.

i wont tell whats the things that bother me.

so, save your breathe, don't ask.

once again,

I'm going to for to the state of emo-ing.
no mood to talk.
I'm tired.

1 june

2009-06-01T23:31:00.002+08:00

it has been a month ever since i update my blog.
this month was fully occupied with school.
there's exam, test, work and lesson.

having my holiday now.
during this month,
went for sports carnival
and participate in Frisbee.
won the competition.
we even went to participate in the ultimate Frisbee challenge.

pass 3 subjects and flunk 3 subjects.
receive the letter of commendation
with an improvement of 50%
compared to PSLE.
didnt actually meet my target.
except for combine humanities.

today, just finish the O'level MT.
Did news report for the 1st time.
managed to completed everything.
hopefully, a few grade better.

having extra lesson for the next 2 weeks.
kind of shag.
wanting to go sentosa on the 20 June.
may consider first.
urge of shopping and play volleyball.
sentosa anyone?

to who it may concern.
I'm fine. in the mist of working hard.
thanks.

labour day

2009-05-01T22:49:00.004+08:00

don't feel like revising today.
cos today is labour day.

when out today with
ong,peh,chew
and also
boo.chan,luqs.
head to ms
ate m.o.f
and walk randomly.
oh ya.

went to apply DANIEL YAM
member card.
fanny left us first.
followed by katie;
we went to arcade
guys played pool
me and peh ;
played the lost world .
spent $5 each.
after that,
went to buy present for xb;
and went home.
boo and us ;
different way.
joke about luqs.
went home
father packet home.
ate noodles
black colour kind
played monopoly with sis and her bf.
i WON.
that's all.

took photo in the toilet .

冲动

2009-04-25T22:19:00.002+08:00

很感激这城市拥挤的交通
让你我还能多相处几分钟
人潮中怕失散所以轻轻拉你的手
一刻不放松不放松

忍不住想要爱你的冲动
不确定你属于我会有点寂寞
你给的幸福在我心中自由走动
抚平我每一个伤口

忍不住想要吻你的冲动
不确定我的执着能让你感动
我只能相信自己感受不怕失落
关于你的一切我想要比谁都懂

我的心是被你设定的闹钟
提醒我想你的时间不够用
为什么平淡的事情现在忽然生动
是你改变我你改变我

忍不住想要爱你的冲动
不确定你属于我会有点寂寞
你给的幸福在我心中自由走动
抚平我每一个伤口

忍不住想要吻你的冲动
不确定我的执着能让你感动
我只能相信自己感受不怕失落
关于你的一切我想要比谁都懂

你是情人还是朋友
还没勇气想得太多
你的世界如此辽阔
我会在哪个角落

忍不住想要爱你的冲动
不确定你属于我会有点寂寞
你给的幸福在我心中自由走动
抚平我每一个伤口

忍不住想要吻你的冲动
不确定我的执着能让你感动
我只能相信自己感受不怕失落
关于你的一切我想要比谁都懂

days

2009-04-25T21:43:00.002+08:00

had not been posting for awhile.
the urge of posting was zero.
suffering from flu and cough.
what to write.
okay, lets see.

today,
went CCK stadium for badminton;
with fanny, Nora and Sheryl tan.
we played for an hour or so;
went home after that.
my granny's leg pain,
asked her go consult doctor,
she refused.
Told my uncle her situation;
he drove her there and
the doctor gave a a jab.
when for porridge with my relative
and as per normal.
they played MJ at my house which no one from the house play.
kind of disappointed today.
had been using laptop
ever since afternoon.
cook Maggie for my brother, uncle and aunt.

after much thoughts, i sure stand strong and face the music.
blaming or self-reproaching was useless.
the most important is study .
i should prove people wrong.
i can make it.
yes, i can.
i need to meet with my target
or perhaps score above it.

FRIDAY,
JASMINE came to my house yesterday to take notes and books from me.
We ate at SAKAE SUSHI for lunch.
i was bloated and felt like vomiting.
After that, JAS went popular to buy books .
Head home after that.
My relative came over.
they came without noticing us.
when down stair for dinner.
i just sat there and stare at the food.
I'm simply too full for food.
after dinner, they went home.

the story continues

2009-04-09T22:18:00.002+08:00

went Lot 1 -popular with teng teng.
just a pen and i hesitate for 3 minutes or so,
i worry that i might waste money.
i owe my mother $350 +/-
i was in debt.
the debt was countless to my parents.
moreover, my old illness was back.
HEADACHE.
it had caused me to take pills for 2 consecutive day.
my work was lay behind,
i need to rush .

thanks folk for all the encouragement.
; jack, i count by year not by months.

i was sick on Monday and Tuesday.
having fever.
kind of shagged.
trying my best to find the real me.
I'm still in the mid of finding.
as what Mrs cheong says.
" let's start afresh"

from next week onwards,
i will attend school everyday,
attend remedial,
do all assessment,
do revision.
this would be my life

i had surrendered to it.
it don't belong to me anymore.
I'm just a walking puppet.
i can't explain much.
everything I'm trying to explain,
will come back to me eventually.
i wasn't trying to push the blame
or perhaps defending myself
is just....
forget it.

i still can't get rid of those
troubles in me.
i need time.
ample of time..
i had set high target for myself.
B3 for chi
B4 for el
B4 for maths
B3 for Combine H.
B4 for science
B4 for POA
this would be my target for SA1

my friends manage to get into poly.
as with past experience,
everyone change when they are in POLY or SO.
hopefully, they are different.

perhaps i think too much.
or my worries was right.
i was two year late.
no time to waste.
even if i happen to die off,
i still want a good and nice result for O's.

issue

2009-04-05T00:41:00.002+08:00

change of skin.

praying my grandfather yesterday.
going mandai tommorrow today.
reluctant to go.

relatives came yesterday.
lots of problem.
this and this not in good term,
that and that giving black face.
every house had it own problem.
played MaJong, lost.
lost a sum of 15++.

i was wear out. totally-
break down and cried.
my sis saw it.
the stress from mother,
my own target,
peoples' look.
all was bothering me .

i need a rest. perhaps just a rest.
I'm tired. i need someone to encourage me.
storing tons of problem in me.
I'm going to have another breakdown soon. or now.
i may seem fine and happy. ironically , I'm not
the kind of feeling was unexplained.
perhaps the main reason was kept in me.

i bother how people look at my as a retainer.
i bother how people look at my parents.
i bother what they say.
i bother lots of stuff.
maybe I'm suffering from psychology problems.

trying to find the real me back.
i want to travel back time .
make lot of wrong choices.

i regret.
really regret.

i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry

add on

2009-03-16T23:02:00.003+08:00

today, raining.

treat my granny breakfast,
spent my day at home.
did holiday homework,
DL songs.
currently, in love with BRITNEY SPEARS songs.
hahas,

my brother was such a pain.
cry and cried.
going ZOO tml.
LOVE IT.
hahas
going in the morning.
hahas. playing the Sims later.

change of songs and lyrics.
hahas
DANCE DANCE DANCE.
hahas
feel like going down to the floor .
hahas.

1st day of holiday

2009-03-16T22:50:00.003+08:00

ha has,
had not been posting for 1 weeks.
-oh gosh.
ha has

the previous week was quite a hectic for me.
nvm, forget abt it.

my beloved uncle had moved out.
kind of sad and ....
they shifted to punggol.
haix.
i wasn't at home ,
when out with FANNY and ZHENG MIN,
we went novena,Clarke quay,Chinatown and tanjong pa gar.
hahas, impress ya.
fanny went to look for dress,
we walk from central to Chinatown to eat ice(chocolate)
then, i suggested to walk
we walk from the ice shop and we walk behind those building and to thien hock keng
and to fanny's previous church and reach tanjong pagar.
we was shock . hahas

after that, we went lot to eat ajisan.
- only order a meal and we share.
me and fanny went cotton on.
tried clothes and hm..
didn't buy. to loose or don't suit me.
hahas
when home after that.
use com,
skip dinner,
and I'm hungry.
hahas
ate 2 slices of bread and that's it.
hahas.

06-03-09

2009-03-06T20:50:00.002+08:00

had not been posting for two days.
quite lazy to sigh in.
; ha has
Wednesday,
went school in the morning
no teachers for almost the whole day.
no science, PE and contact time.
kind of bored.
oh ya, i was told that there is extra lesson for physics
me, Agatha , Celeste and Guo Jiao pretend that we don't know
and went home
; pon ten in short.
ha has.

As for Thursday,
teachers' they are back from sec one and two camp.
lesson renew
ms Su gave us present.
; 3 sets of practise paper to complete
after that, there's assembly
it was kind of boring and time consuming.
- shag
having serious headache due to the humility
went home took medicine and i was told to take one tablet
but i took two. which may cause drowsiness
no wonder i felt so sleepy and giddy
didn't notice i was meant to eat one only.
until today.
hahas.
pon maths.
oh ya, i fail my chinese test los
1st time -20/70
hahas.
and also, fail maths common test again.
-16/50
;better than last year.
for chem i manage to pass
- 16/25
and for phy,
-12/25
i should be able to pass science this time.
;happy =)
POA the marks is so shit los.
; 5/20
as for Geo,
;25/50
i didn't have time to do and my was a surprise test.
; different syllabus
and s.s for me should be a no problem.
English i should be able to pass .
hahas.

school holiday next week
looking- forward.

going marina square with jasmine to hunt for my sister present.
after that meeting Jennifer for lunch at bugis.

having BBQ at home on sunday.
celebrating sister birthday.
oh shit, my going to be packed.
full of aunty , uncles and cousin,

2 March 09

2009-03-02T20:36:00.005+08:00

heavy rain pour just now.
my feeling for today was normal.
kind of mixed feelings
woke up at 7am
went for breakfast at 830
wake ppl up at 9
; a simple sms only
play games till 12.30
hiding in the room
; studying-chemistry
;watching shows
;smsing
;msn chat
chat with kok shin abt smth
; shh... secret .
hahas
spent the whole day drinking a bottle of water
and also my favourite drink
; soya bean milk
yum yum.
fetch little brother from school
my uncle took MC
so, car provided.
ate dinner
hiya ya , the dish don't suit me.
hahas.
just received sms from Sony Ericsson
phone ready for collection.
got to collect ASAP
miss my phone alot
hahas.
continuing with works
after that playing games.
; the Sims 2 deluxe

oh ya, meeting Jennifer tomorrow.
i love the song 心.跳

my soya milk

Does the 'him' knows is him?

Raining day

2009-03-01T23:02:00.002+08:00

Today,
stayed home for the whole day
sunday is meant for family
the weather was bad as it rain all day
my feeling was kind of blue
stuck on to computer
watching the Hong Kong series
; the gem of life.
their dresses was nice
i like it.
hahas
wasting the day with PSP and phone
terribly in love with the song
; xin tiao.
schooling tomorrow
feeling reluctant to go
but no choice
who ask me did badly.
no chemistry and physics tml
teacher when oversea camp with sec 3
two periods of maths
kind of stress
hahas.
going to wake up early tml
sleeping late

my items for today.

when can we see each other again ?

Love myself

2009-03-01T00:25:00.007+08:00

28-02-09

Being scolded

hide in the room till 4pm plus 5pm

skip breakfast

first meal at 5pm

sister went out

raining non-stop

complete assessment

done with blog

* a small secret to share

i think i fall in love with him again

27-02-09

when celebrating Jennifer's birthday at swensen

Ate ice-cream

Bought her gift

Fanny,Nora,Katie and Cheryl were also there

With us, Chaotic happening

After eating, when window shopping

We leave the place due to certain reason

When BJ8 with Jennifer

Servicing my phone

Require 3 to 5 working days

Currently using N73

After that went home

Use computer to reorganize my blog

sleep late

my life

2009-02-28T23:56:00.002+08:00

Had not been blogging for 365 days. Last blog is 29 -02-08.
In this 365 days, many things happen to me.
Taking examination , working and going out.

I had once fail in O level .
Currently a repeat student.
Many people do look down on these people.
Some friends and family do mind I being repeat.
Having such a marks, i do mind.
As long as people say the word - you had failed once-
i really mind.

My mother said this. i was totally angry as she said that its okay to be a repeat student. I listen to her, stand straight and don't afraid of being look down.
She was the one who LOVES to say about be being a failure
Totally gave up.

Living in the world of myself. As what my sister taught.
Do the things that benefit own self.
In another words, selfish act
I had never believe in this till yesterday.

My mother blame me for using computer last night.
she told me not to bear gauges , is not good.
however, she scolded me for this and being a repeat student.
Life was unfair.
I was being given different treatment here and there.
The thought of dying did came across my mind.

Everyone wore a mask.
They maybe your true Friend , relative or even family member.
Life was really unpredictable.
Every things sucks.

29-03-08

2008-03-29T19:16:00.003+08:00

should be blogging for every 4 day.
But due to tiredness, i brought to 1 week.
hahas.
this week,

Monday -
Monday blues. nothing much happen but study study study. Just Can't understand that why is there something called schooling and study. hahas

Tuesday -
stayed back to show Mdm fazelah layout, but, she's not there. Ms Lina accepted the layout on behalf of mdm Fazelah. Hahas. Buff the wood and paint with a white coat base.

Wednesday-
my 2nd SISTER BIRTHDAY
having Sport's heat. participated in 100m,200m and 4x100 relay. The result was Suck. Lost in my 100m and 200m . After the race, the feeling was damn bad. Lose to my compertitor due to 1 leg, can't accept the truth.All my competitor was from netball, lose out was actually nothing. hahas. the race has stopped as there is heavy downpour. The relay will be held in PJC, next wed. Went home after the race.
Thursday-
nothing much happen.Chinese spelling and nothing much. STUDY Study study.

Friday-
Trap in the traffic jam for 30 mins or more. No bus in my sight . Therefore, took cab to school which cause me $12.10. Wasn't counted late as CCK primary was having their sports day.
Friday seems to be a war day. Having lesson for the entire day , recess was been taken 15mins away by Mrs lau and Physics Test on radioactive was actually cancel but some how, it was brought back .Then, chemistry having extra lesson from 1.30pm to 2.30pm and i have to rush for my piano class straight.As my lesson was on 3pm at Jurong East. After , the lesson, i have to rush home as my family was going JB for dinner. Heavy rain pour came just after i stepped home. the checkpoint was jam for a while and went we coming out, i felt asleep in the car . When i reached my house, i directly headed to the room and sleep.

Saturday -
My 1st Aunt called me and ask me to consult the doctor with her. She brought me to have breakfast . After i came back home, my 4th Aunt was already here. As Granny Praying was my Ah gong today at home, with almost all my auntie and uncles. My granny and 2nd sister going to Thailand, with my auntie.My house was been over-turn by my younger cousin as there was a handful of them. so noisy. My Auntie left at 4pm. My sister flight was 7pm, they should be in the plane going to Thailand now. WISH THEM SAFE AND SOUND. MISS THEM.

22-03-08

2008-03-22T15:01:00.003+08:00

Today;
brief through, .
had my breakfast plus lunch together.
with a pack of Maggie.
stayed home all day
view my pass blog;
editing my blog;
having dinner later
at downstair; coffee shop

Brief for yesterday;
mother,elder sister and brother went Batam,
send them to the dock.
headed home after that.
went for a movie trip.
with fanny , Maxine , jieson , Thomas.
watched rule#1, at Jurong Point.
craps about jieson butt,
the show was alright with the sound effects,
it scare me .
after movie headed to Lot 1 .
jieson left early , followed by me
the others went for dinner.
Bought 'Pie Kia' home
shared with family,
stayed up late.

BACK TO BACIS

2008-03-21T02:26:00.002+08:00

ha has. lost in touch with blog for almost 4 months. many interesting things happen . cant possibly wrote down all. A brief summary will do.

this year is a much more challenging. O LEVEL; the middle of the stairs. it decide my path if i continue climbing or back to the start. its mean.

have been pushing myself real hard, totally wear out.

falling sick always was also the crucial part.

In this EXAMINATION, as what Mr Teo have thought; the probability was above draw. so everyone have the rights to score. Is out job to work hard.In the end, it pays off.

enough of Os. back to my story.

This few months, was study,studying and studied. time seem to be running out for me. 24 hour is not enough. i need more.

yesterday. i attended the house practice for gumption house. played Frisbee. the urge of it is back. craps and laughter was there. things seems to be back.after Frisbee, we headed home.

tomorrow, I'm going watch movie (rule#1)

with -fanny -jen-max-jieson

*Nora cant go.

change of skin and songs and everything.

new Zoe is back.but still learning the basics.

02-11-07

2007-11-03T00:42:00.000+08:00

this will be a long post . 1 weeks doing, will be shown.

27-10-07

stayed at my auntie house last night. when to the nearby coffee shop and ate LA MIAN. taste alright . hahas. after that, my auntie when down to work and i when vivo to meet my cousin. when shopping and ate in sushi teh then travel to Singapore indoor stadium as we are attending the awards concert. during the concert, there's 2-3 girls (foreigner) who was such a pain. they were fans of Fahrenheit. when the group was singing, they stood up and shake their board. i was like, wtf, watching the idols or their board. i complain to the guards and they was ask to sit down. they wasn't happy with us. SO what. WE PAID $ TO WATCH IDOLS . they speak in an unfamiliar language. So who cares. when it was bout to end, the groups sing their again, and what's now. they stand at the barrier there. as someone start to do, everyone was doing. In the end, i didn't manage to see. sad thing. left before it end. as the bus will stuff with ppl. hahas. stayed over at my cousin house and when working the next day.

took video of Fahrenheit
and the 3 girls.

28,29,30-11-07

has been working for these 3 days. 2pm-9.30pm.
nothing much happen.

31-10-07
happy Halloween!

off today. due to piano class. no piano lesson as my teacher is also taking exam. then when k box (jurong east). has they having k box student -tapas promotion.when with sister and bring my brother along. mum meet us there. enjoy myself .after that, having dinner in KFC and bought 2 pants. hahas. visited the night market and my brother bought disc and played games. hahas. took cab home after that.

1-11-07

meet my cousin for lunch at bugis. ate Seoul garden . after that when working. officially working for my auntie for 1 months. hahas. many bad things happen. let's not say. bought new shirt and disc . hahas. same thing. work and work. uncle pick us up and send us homes. so nice of him huh. hahas.

02-11-07

having lunch at HARD ROCK CAFE with my sister and cousin.my uncle gave us 75 dollars voucher to eat. hahas. i order the set lunch -fish and chips.
hahas. after eating, when to work. my cousin off today. eyeing on colour jeans.-yellow, orange,pink. hahas. no work no gain . so better work hard . so it was a dreadful day for me. hahas. sms my uncle to see if he is going home soon.he sent me home today. so sweet.

26-10-07

2007-10-26T14:44:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY - MING HONG & AGNES.

HAHAS . TODAYS LESSON WAS TERRIBLE. ART LESSON , THERE IS LESS THEN 15 OF THEN IN . DURING LESSON , WE DO CHEAP LABOUR. AS WAS HELPING MDM FAZELAH CLEAR THE ROOM. FANNY, JENNIFER AND ME WHEN LIBRARY FOR AIR-CON. AND WE START TALKING ABOUT JOBS. FANNY WORK $5.60/hr , JEN WORK $5 / HR , MY IS $5.50 / HR. COMPARE BETWEEN THIS PRICE, I MAYBE WILL JOIN FANNY WORK PLACE . 10 CENT MAKES A BIG DIFFRENT . SOME NAGETIVE FEEDBACK RECEIVED. I WAS TOTALLY MAD.
AFTER THAT, WHEN BACK CLASS FOR ENGLISH AND WATCH VIDEO. AFTER SCHOOL , WENT HOME STRIGHT WITH JENNIFER. LATER GOING BUGIS AND STAYED OVER IN MY AUNTY HOUSE. TML GOING WATCH (YES 9.33 MUSIC AWARD).
AND SPENT MY NIGHT IN MY COUSIN HOUSE AND GO WORK NEXT DAY.

MY WEEKEND SCHELDUE IS ALL PACKED.
HEYS, FRIEND, GOING ZOO & NIGHT SAFARI TOGETHER ON MONDAY WANT ?

我讨厌你

2007-10-24T10:13:00.000+08:00

THIS POST IS ABOUT PRIMARY SCHOOL MATE .
NO OFFENCES TO SECONDARY MATES.
REALLY!

I HATE YOU,
YOU ARE SIMPLY A SLUT.
YOU HAVE DOUBLE FACE, SELF-FISH
SAYING THAT YOU CANT GO HERE AND THERE,
BUT WHEN SHE ASK, CAN.
YOU CALL THIS FRIEND.
STOP PRETENDING TO DO GOOD DEEDS.
YOU ARE JUST A SOMEONE TO SHOW OFF.
TREATING OTHERS IN CLASS LIKE FRIEND,
WHEN PERSONAL, YOU JUST CARE ABOUT YOU AND HER.
SIMPLY A TWO HEADED CREATURE.
WE SHARE GOOD THINGS WITH YOU,
BUT YOU JUST SIMPLY KEEPING.
GOOD THINGS TO YOU AND HER.
WHAT ABOUT THE OTHERS?
IN SCHOOL, SO CALL FRIEND.
I HAVE ENOUGH OF THIS CRAPS.
HATE YOU TO THE CORE -SLUT
FROM NOW ON,
I WON'T TREAT YOU AS FRIEND.
我讨厌你

19-10-07

2007-10-19T16:55:00.000+08:00

when clementi k box last night with my sister. Did enjoy myself though the service and the area was suck.
took taxi there, the taxi uncle uncle was such a idiot. took a longer way and slow drive. my 2nd sis pay for the fare. she cant stop saying that uncle. as we are walking, there's two idiot guys was behind us keep disturbing us. my 1st sister shouted back at them. hahas. took cab home and i paid for the fare. my 1st sister sponsor $2.50. the rest i paid which cost ard $9. hahas.

that's all bah.

17-10-07

2007-10-17T20:44:00.000+08:00

HAVING LESSON TODAY AND YESTERDAY. MAYBE NOT GOING FOR TML LESSON.
HAVING HARI RAYA CONCERT. AND THOSE NAGY TALKS BY THE HOD. THERE IS ONLY ONE CLASS OF SEC 4 . WE HAVE TO JOIN IN AND SUFFER THE NAGY TALKS. HAHAS.
BRIDGING LESSON WILL LAST FOR 2 WEEKS. AND THEN, WE ARE FREE
THERE IS AN INCIDENT JUST OCCUR. JUST BESIDE MY BLOCK, THERE IS SOMEONE WHO TRYING TO COMMIT SUICIDE. POLICE,FIREMAN-AMBULANCE ALL ARRIVED. HAHAS
BUT NOTHING HAPPEN. MY ESTATE IS SAFE. I EVEN WHEN DOWN TO SEE. HAHAS. I'M JUST A TYPICAL SINGAPOREAN. HAHAS.

A BIG JIA YOU TO ALL MY Os FRIEND.

13-10-07

2007-10-13T11:39:00.000+08:00

when sentosa yesterday.took lots of picture.hahas. HONESTLY,enjoy myself much. hahas. having sunburn but not as bad as daryl and li yuan. hahas. too bad that WEE KEONG and JACK DIDNT JOIN IN. HAHAS. NEXT TIME BAH.RYAN better hide your face away before i pinch ur FACE. hahas. not going to say much los. hahas.
moral off the story is ENJOY MYSELF.

11-10-2007

2007-10-11T23:00:00.000+08:00

NOTHING MUCH TODAY.

THOUGHT OFF CHANGING SKIN AS COMMENT FROM FRIENDS WASN'T SO POSITIVELY.
TOO BLOODY,SO RED. INTENDING TO CHANGE THE SKIN . BUT THERE IS THINGS CROPPED UP. SAD.

WHEN TOO MY COUSIN WEDDING AND TOOK SOME PHOTO. (30-09-2007)

MY FAMILY
MY SISTER AND BROTHER

.ME

TOOK THIS AT HOME

MY DRESS

going sentosa tommorrow. hopes theres fun.
changing skin soon. help from wee keong.
hahas. upload more picture when i'm back.
comfirm working on saturday. hahas

10-10-07

2007-10-10T21:49:00.000+08:00

THERE WONT BE ANY
Harry Potter Battle Against the Zombie , harry potter and the little mosquito.
SORRY FOR THAT.

Back to blog.

Have not been blogging for months. and it feel weird so. hahas
finally, after 'N' and i 'm back to blog . hahas
Have been using computer for days to watch shows..
Maybe going sentosa on Friday.
perhaps working on Saturday and Sunday.
then Monday going k box
My schedule is fully- packed . hahas
crope at home is bored,but at least no money needed. hahas.
my new skin seem so red. but i'm totally in love with the picture(abstract of men and women).
isn't it awesome.hahas.

new song recommend.
foo -fighters - the pretender
fan wei qi - fan fan zhi bei
Kelly poon - zai shi jie zhong xin

Wu Zun birthday today.
happy birthday to you!

30,31 JULY AND 1,2 AUGUST

2007-08-01T16:50:00.000+08:00

MONDAY.

LOST OF HAND PHONE ON MONDAY! FEELING WAS DAMN SAD.
SPEND ALMOST 1 HOUR FINDING THE PHONE IN SCHOOL COMPOUND.
DISLIKE MY MUM LOTS. SHE WAS SO UNREASONABLE . EEK... SO UNFORTUNATE TO HAVE THIS TYPE OF MUM. SHE SAID THAT BY HOOK OR BY CROOK, I NEED TO REPLACE HER BACK THE PHONE WITHIN 1 MONTHS. YUCKS.
I HAVE TO BEAR THE CONSEQUENCES . HAIX.

TUESDAY

FEELING NEGATIVE TOWARDS MY MUM. SHE JUST SIMPLY SUKC*.CAN'T STAND HER ATTITUDE. SHE THOUGHT THAT SHE WAS QUEEN . GIVING EVERYONE ATTITUDE.
HAVING CANTEEN DUTY AND THE SECONDARY 2 KIDS WAS SUCH A CHILDISH FELLOW. FRISBEE GAME ON.

WEDNESDAY

DOING CHINESE TEST. THE TEST WAS SO DIFFICULT. WHEN ON DOING ART AND GOT MY CLASS TEE WAS STAIN WITH RED PAINT. WTH. MANAGED TO CLEAR OF SOME OFF THE PAINT. HAHAS. FRISBEE GAME ON .

THURSDAY

ACTUALLY WANT TO PAINT THE CANVAS TODAY. BUT ART ROOM CLOSE. LOTS OF THINGS TO PAINT. DATE LINE WAS TML. OH GOSH. RUNNING OUT OF TIME. PLAY FRISBEE MATCH TODAY AND THAT SHAVIN WAS SUCH A PAIN. KEEP SAYING THAT I WAS SHORT AND LAUGH AT ME. SO WTH. TODAY'S GAME WAS INDEED A BIG GROUP. FUN PLAYING AND FRISBEE SEEM TO BE PART OF THE ACTIVITIES THAT WE PLAY EVERYDAY. HAHAS. HAVING CHINESE PRELIM TML. MY NERVOUS SYSTEM DIDN'T SEEM TO BE WORKING. HAHAS. STILL DIDNT TALK TO MY MUM FOR 4 DAYS. JUST DON REALLY CARE ABOUT HER.

I MISS *YOU*

27-07-07

2007-07-27T22:56:00.000+08:00

HAVING THE URGE TO USE CAP.

TODAY WAS A DREADFUL DAY FOR ME. HAVING ART IN THE WHOLE MORNING FOLLOW BY ENGLISH.

FOR ONCE, TOLD MYSELF THAT I WOULD HAVE TO PUSH MY ART STANDARD UP.

MDM FAZELAH HELP ME WITH MY ART PIECE AND, WOW, SOME NICE WORK WAS DONE.

SOMETHING NEGATIVE HAPPEN IN THE LESSON

. -I'M NOT GOING TO SAY OUT-

BACK TO CLASS FOR ENGLISH, GOT BACK MY ENGLISH MOCK EXAM , WITH THE SCORE OF 47/80. HAHAS . MAINLY PAPER 2. IT WAS SLIGHTLY HIGHER THEN MY EXPECTED MARKS.

AFTER THAT, WHEN FOR POA TEST,-THE PAPER WAS A DIFFICULTY TO ME. HAHAS.

THEN, WENT FOR MATHS AND MATHS SEEM TO BE MUCH RELAX .

ALL LESSON ENDED AT ARD 4.

NORA AND ME STAY PUT

WHILE FANNY AND SHIN YIN WENT OFF FIRST.

AW PPL PLAYING BADMINTON AND I JOINED THEM IN THE GAME.

HAHAS. IT WAS A TIRING GAMES. NORA AND JENNIFER JOIN JASMIN IN THE GAME OF FRISBEE . AFTER A 2HR GAMES, I JOINED NORA'S GROUP FOR A SHORT GAME.

TRULY ENJOY TODAY GAMES. HAHAS.

HAVING ECO CHALLENGE TML. GOING WATCH FIRE WORKS.

CHANGE OFF BLOG SKIN

CHANGING BLOG SONG.

HAVING MOOD-SWING. (DUE TO ART LESSON)

20-07-2007

2007-07-20T23:19:00.000+08:00

hahas, today's date is special.

20-07-2007

having ART class today, it was my worst ART lesson ever have. MDM fazelah talk to me about my art piece. she found out several things that i was hiding. ART do really makes someone talk. tears dropping make me learn something new. i truly appreciate that .

people tends to see the outer me and not the inner unless i speak. why sometime close friend cant see the problem it laid but just for some normal friend , they can see or feel the way you. its really surprising.

2 week away from submission. within this two weeks, I'm going to move up the standard of my art. Maxine is right, i got to do what i suppose to do and ignore the talking behind me. YA! that's should be the way i suppose to be. no more masking and hiding from me.
i don't live for you. PPL,GET A LIVE . don just thought that, you have something that PPL like and you can be ignorance.

14-07-07

2007-07-14T14:49:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOO SING!

hahas. foo sing birthday today, going party world later ard 8. hahas. reservation have been done. stuck at home the whole day. haix.. actually, no feeling to update post .but just post it for you los . hahas. currently, playing neopets . hahas. CHINESE ORAL on the 24th JULY. All major exam seem to be approaching soon. must study REAL hard le. hahas. Going ice-skate on thursday. helping FOO SING celebrate his BIRTHDAY. which was quite late. hahas. seem to be doing POA this few weeks,hahas. perhaps i have open that my mind real big and seem like those negative feeling towards MDM POH have gone. i've become a good girl. hahas.

LOVED YOU PPL(BELOW)

-FANNY - SHORTER THEN ME
-NORA - LAO GONG
-JENNIFER - BEST CRAPPY
-JACK AND WEE KEONG - SISTER.
-FRIENDS - ALL
-YOU !

10-07-07

2007-07-10T16:53:00.000+08:00

hahas. hand up my CHINESE COMPOSITION for the 2ND time in my sec 3&4 days. hahas. i some sort of absurd . hahas. For the sudden feeling towards POA , i started to listen to MDM POH. hahas. it seems like I'm a new student to the class. hahas. during lesson, jack was such a pain . keep pulling my ear and face. (WTFish) hahas. despite being bully, i did the same thing back to him.eventually, i won. hahas. during the last few period, my friend (headache)came to visit me. just as if i want him to come. hahas. went eating at yew tee food court. hahas. after that we return to our respective place we want to go. hahas. me and Jen took train to CCK and jokes ard. hahas. reach home stright away eat the medicine. hahas. NORA(老公) was sick. take care. having PIANO TML. going ART CLASS on Thursday.having MATHS LESSON on Friday. my time was fully packed. hahas. 'N' level !!!!!!!!!!

04-07-07

2007-07-04T22:34:00.000+08:00

today having photo taking session. hahas.one taking for prefects and the other is my CCA . hahas.both time slot was like so late and have a interval of 1hr.when D&T with Nora, she did some off her artifact things.hahas. The prefectorial board was indeed a big group. hahas. everyone was sweating like hell los. fanny was laughing at my height. so wth los . hahas. the fun shot was indeed a fun thing. hahas. after that, waited time to pass and stay in D&T workshop. hahas. when for CCA photo taking. in the group, i was counted as tall. hahas.after that stay in the workshop for a while then went home. meet him and then fetch my brothers. thinks lots of regenites saw the happening. (sorry for those......).

when k box on Monday, with nora,fannt,x.w,w.k. hahas.truly did enjoy myself. hahas.lots of retro-ness,lots of laughter. hahas. there is 2 funny incident happened.
one of it happened in the k box toilet.there is a man (Indian) went into girls toilet ,me,fanny and Nora was standing outside the toilet staring at him,despite off coming out, he eventually smile back at us. until he went inside the cubical . hahas. in was totally damn hilarious. hahas.
another incident happened in the train. Nora who was bout to sit on the chair, got an auntie push her away. we was there laughing bout the incident. hahas. so funny.hahas.imagine you were in Nora's shoe. hahas.

*lots off things happen (BGR)

2007-07-01T18:22:00.000+08:00

hahas.youth day today. hahas
but it seems more to self explode de. hahas
as it was a damn and boring and nth to do days.
went to sheng shiong bought lots of titbits back. hahas.
mum spent 120 over . hahas. (sry yar)
JACK and WEE KEONG is my SISTER .
jack is my 姐姐
wee keong is my 妹妹.
hahas.

yesterday, my granny birthday celebration. hahas. kind of boring yar. hahas
handphone games all day.
but went clinic with her first in the morning . as she was sick . bought a migraine medicine. hahas. my weekend was totally a **** day. hahas.
N level oral on friday. last ppl in class. haix.

*miss neopets lots.
* add new songs (123 木头人)

29-06-07

2007-06-29T20:18:00.000+08:00

hahas.having X-country today. got position 25 with the number tag 252 . hahas.

the run was basically easy but damn tired. hahas

after the run , went IMM for lunch. waited for that bus. we took some photo while we was waiting . In the end,we walked over there. i use my towel to cover my head, it look stupid .but manage to hide from the sun . hahas.

we ate ljs.everyone was tired. hahas.

After eating, the feeling of giddy and having the urge of vomiting .My headache came along

perhaps, stay under the sun for to long and then...

after eating, went 'shopping' with them and saw MR.Chen.

BTW, its his birthday. hahas (HAPPY BIRTHDAY)

after that, we headed home.got home and every done, take a nap and ...

my granny told us that she was being rob by a robber, we was shock. as this things don't happen to us before. hahas. called the police(999). the police came and talk to my granny. (police statement). hahas. after that, things was as per normal. hahas.

*my sister put password on the computer. but i manage to solve it. hahas
*tml is my granny birthday celebration.hahas

27/28 -06-07

2007-06-28T21:26:00.000+08:00

hahas, when piano yesterday .

reach there too early Le. hahas. then walk here and there with that pig. hahas. ,

teacher told me that she is going to help me register the march exam. OMG los. hahas.

yesterday, nothing much happen los. hahas. just a tour in teck whye. hahas

Today ,My mum was late for work and she took half day leave instead. hahas

having PE today, my height become shorter. it was **** los. haix.

spent the remaining PE lesson for running , floor ball. hahas.

today's , seem to be very slacking. hahas.playing HP in school all days, without any teacher nag-ling. hahas. when eating at S 11 with wk,xw,ly,fanny,Nora,Jennifer. hahas. without fail. laughter was with us. hahas. after eating, Jennifer did a very stupid things. when fanny was bout to walk in between the pillar, Jennifer went over and squeeze with her. hahas. (can't imagine that scenario los.) hahas. then when we walk further down, Jennifer did a very childish things. she run forward to chase the bird which was playing in the water. hahas. such hilarious things . hahas. after that when art room to paint. hahas.no feeling but have to paint los. after that, when D&T and saw JIAJUN. start to pick at each others. hahas. then when home after that. hahas.

tml having X-country . hahas

26-06-07

2007-06-26T23:40:00.000+08:00

hahas. school just started yesterday. cant escape from the Spot check . my hair colour was caught by mdm poh. but she didn't report me for the colour thingy. hahas. kind of good hearted. hahas. but have to dye it back by tml. hahas. lots of present received for my birthday. (pictures uploaded). bought dye and DIY myself.. hahas.

by my 1st sister

by my mum

by my 2nd auntie

by fanny,Nora,Maxine(prefects

by wee keong and Li yuan

by xin Wei

by jasmine and Sheryl

by Chung hau

& xue ting

by xiang bin

by kok shin

today, dye hair back to BROWNISH BLACK. hahas.

almost late for school today. but thanks god it rain. so delay. hahas. saw jack and wee keong outside school. hahas. same old things. laughter and headphone-ing . charge my hp in school during POA lesson. hahas. fanny was kind of hay-wire to the song chi pang . hahas . after school, having 1-1 REMEDIAL with Mr Chen. hahas. lots of factorise,solve,and lots . hahas. after that meet Nora,fanny they all as we go our way. hahas. when ljs and have our lunch with li yuan, Jennifer, xin wei and wee keong tagging along. hahas. laughter cant escape from us. hahas.

bring my brother home from school with the walk from lots to his school then back to home. hahas. nth much actually. but laughter is with us.. hahas

my BIRTHDAY

2007-06-24T20:52:00.000+08:00

hahas. today's is my birthday.

happy birthday, ZOE!

hahas.

when town with my mum and bought nth back .
sad case!
back to lots and bought 1 pair of shoes and pizza treat, hahas
better then nth. hahas

tml , school start .
hw not done and shit, mdm poh.
eeyeh. hope i don get to see her everyday. hahas

hahas.present tml cant wait .hahas.. hahas

*picture update ltr time
*gift picture will be updated

my birthday

2007-06-24T01:53:00.000+08:00

hahas. my birthday today. hahas
suppose to be happy but it just seem to lack off somethings.
just donno whats that.

when k box with nora, fanny,maxine and jennifer, anyu, gang yuan, jieson and jamues. nora , fannt and maxine made a 'cake'for me but it
wasn't taste yummy (sorry gurls).in the cake,there's wasabi. so OMG they got me a shirt and it was nice. hahas. enjoy myself in k box.

after k box, meet serene , meng xue, y.zheng min and fanny. they went over to my house and stay over nite. hahas. play lots of things. totally without sleepness and when to work. so tired . drunk redbul to keep mr awake. hahas, got home ard 11 and get things done and sleep ard 2 .
hahas.

when to school yesterday for band POP(passing out parade). it was nice and whoa. hahas. after that. when ajisen with nora (lao gong)and settle our dinner there. hahas. lots of sweet talks. fanny went home for her mee soto. hahas. after ajisen,we went to arcade and play two games. we took neoprint . then first machine we took, have printing error. so that uncle change machine and we re-take,-redecor everythings. hahas .

at 12, ppl start sending greetings to me. hahas. love them all.cant wait till monday. lots of present and wow-ness waiting for me . hahas.school starting tml. hahas

*pictures will be updated again
* 我爱你

21-6-07

2007-06-21T01:11:00.000+08:00

hahas.back from the tiring job.
everyday got hm ard 11 plus ..
hahas...

received salary today. $250 bucks. hahas
seem alot.but to me it will be gone fast.
banked in the money just now.
that pig ask me not to bank. he wants to rob me.
hahas. so hilarious.

playing neopets as i was updating.
tml going k box. woohoo...
excited...
hahas... seems like a Prefects outing ya.
hahas..

love all my batch mates.
love myself. <3
hahas.

btw, tks wk for the help out.

20-4-07

2007-06-20T16:05:00.000+08:00

change skin le ... hahas

took my hours . got lots of error ..,hahas.
played msn games with wk. hahas
he lose to me in reversi. (60-4)
he owe me present, hahas
bout to leave to work soon. hahas.

everything change .
my hearts for him change too.
he wasn't the one i like anymore.
scram off.

feel so light and happy. hahas
enjoy.

jun 19

2007-06-19T16:17:00.000+08:00

my new blog skin

http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=146418&action=Preview

when movie with serene and zheng min yesterday, watch the legend of the sea. the starfish was really a cute want. ha has. school starting soon . homework not done .oops, lost my POA paper. ha has. perhaps is fate .ha has. birthday coming Le . there;s no exciting feelings. ha has. don even think that you care , haix... bought a remote car for my brother(yesterday was his birthday.) and a lighter for my dad (happy fathers' day, love ya , dad). ha has. Laptop was affected by virus , not much things to add on .

ha has. love all ya.

rushing for work.
(more update will be made during school reopen.)

holidays-

2007-06-11T12:00:00.000+08:00

school holiday started. 2 week spent in school.kind of wasting time , hahas.
watch shrek 3 on Friday. with maxine etc... hahas. then most of the time, work and going out with fren.. hahas .
when sentosa yesterday.by right by left should be heading to east coasts. hahas.
went with fanny,xin ying,serene, zhengmin , hahas. tried the sky ride and luge.
fanny's shoe drop off while she was sitting on the sky ride. hahas. so hilarious .
got home ard 9+ . saw one beloved brother. he went to batam for 1 whole week.
nth much to say .

in the later time

**the sentosa picture will upload . hahas.
** a change of blog skin will be done

28-05-07

2007-05-29T00:01:00.000+08:00

forget about this songs. this songs truly speak my hearts out!

Added new song - 对的人
added new lyrics
你問在我心中　是否還苦惱那次受傷　否決了愛的好謝謝你的關照　我一切都好一個人　不算困擾＊愛雖然很美妙　卻不能為了寂寞又陷了泥沼＃愛要耐心等待　仔細尋找　感覺很重要寧可空白了手　等候一次　真心的擁抱我相信在〔這個〕世界上　一定會遇到對的人出現〔在眼角〕那次流過的淚　讓我學習到如何祝福　如何轉身不要在眼淚體會到　與自己擁抱愛不是一種需要　是一種對照重唱　＊,＃能願意為了一份愛付出去多少然後得到多少並不計較當我想清楚的時候　我就算已經準備好放手去愛　海闊天高　WO WO WO WO YEAH 重唱　＃,＃

28-05-07

2007-05-28T23:38:00.000+08:00

woke up in the morning as my sister was so noisy... my brother fall sick and skip school (sounds bad). when down to have breakfast in the coffee shops. after that, went sleeping again as my brother watch seceme street which makes me feel sleeply... got up ard 12+// and settle my brother as she was creating din ... he pinch me and beat me ... getting back to worst... after that, when back to earn money and completed 50 more and went down to bugis to work .. ha has ... late for work ... spent ard 2 hrs +++// then got home... during the trip home, maxine called me and ask abt nora's blog... things bought to happen again ... hai yaya...

added a new songs:
Rihanna - Umbrella

added new lyrics
Girlfriend(japanese verison)

Hey hey anoko wa ima ichi
Ne ne atarashii ko ga hitsuyou
Hey hey atashi nante iinjyanai

Hey hey atashi ni wa wakatteru
No way no way himitsujyanai
Hey hey atashi ga natteageru

You're so fine I want you mine you're so delicious
I think about you all the time you're so addictive
Don't you know what I can do to make you feel alright (Alright...)

Don't pretend I think you know I'm damn precious
And hell yeah, I'm the mother fucking princess
I can tell you like me too and you know I'm right (I'm right...)
She's like so whatever
You could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that's what everyone's talking about

hey hey anoko wa ima ichi
ne ne atarashii ko ga hitsuyou
hey hey atashi nante iinjyanai

hey hey atashi ni wa wakatteru
no way no way himitsujyanai
hey hey atashi ga natteageru

I can see the way, I see the way you look at me
And even when you look away I know you think of me
I know you talk about me all the time again and again (Again and again...)

So come over here and tell me what I wanna hear
Better, yet, make your girlfriend disappear
I don't wanna hear you say her name ever again (And again...)

Because...
She's like so whatever
And she could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that's what everyone's talking about

hey hey anoko wa ima ichi
ne ne atarashii ko ga hitsuyou
hey hey atashi nante iinjyanai

hey hey atashi ni wa wakatteru
no way no way himitsujyanai
hey hey atashi ga natteageru

(Uh)
In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger
'Cause I can, 'cause I can do it better
There's no other, so when's it gonna sink in
She's so stupid, what the hell were you thinking?

(Uh)
In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger
'Cause I can, 'cause I can do it better
There's no other, so when's it gonna sink in
She's so stupid,what the hell were you thinking?

hey hey anoko wa ima ichi
ne ne atarashii ko ga hitsuyou
hey hey atashi nante iinjyanai

hey hey atashi ni wa wakatteru
no way no way himitsujyanai
hey hey atashi ga natteageru

hey hey anoko wa ima ichi
ne ne atarashii ko ga hitsuyou
hey hey atashi nante iinjyanai

hey hey atashi ni wa wakatteru
no way no way himitsujyanai
hey hey atashi ga natteageru
Hey, hey!

enjoys!!! jia you-

17-05-2007

2007-05-28T23:12:00.000+08:00

woke up in the morning... when down for breakfast and start to earn my money... jia you!
at noon time, went Singapore expo to the food fair with my mother,father,grandma/pa and brother. it was packed with people and those things there was cheap then usual. ha has... settle my lunch there.. and also we visited the sales and i bought new shirt ...
after that, we went to ikea (queen towns) bought a new chair and spent ard 140+//
then took cab home ... skip dinner and continue to earn money. stay till 2+ am ... tired and dead-beat // completed 100 ... ways to go .. jiayou !!!

25,26-05-07

2007-05-26T21:07:00.000+08:00

friday

duiring 12am+ (thursday), i ask mr chen about the panel stuff and he told me that 27 of us will either being selected or we're not. So nervous...i was almost late for school the next day, when for art lesson for half an hour and have to go for the CAREER talk. the talk was quite bored and somehow useful. its all about ITE. after the talk, mdm fazelah ask we to stay put as there is too little of time for us to paint. so, we stay put there. hahas. she told us the story about she watvhing ghost show. it was kind of funny. hahas...stay in class and got many stuff. the holiday shedule and our results. so shagg. very poor results . sad case. i cant stand it and tears drop. after that, went eating with my clicks . i went home and they went to Foo sing house. hahas... friday was a shaggy day....

saturday

woke up in the morning and sweep the floor . hahas... didnt went to do reborn with fanny and nora. due to lack of cash. haix... my auntie they came over and nothing much happen.... the whole day was hot and sweaty. just cant stand it... later at night, i will have to stamp my auntie stuff. there's still 490 +/- to go... buck up . work for cash.... to aim for my craving. nothing much

Add this lyrics to my post. nice songs
title: would you be there

If I were blue, would you be there for me,And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,And say you love me one more time.
If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,And never look back..
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?
Would you be there..

pictures

2007-05-25T02:05:00.000+08:00

week 10

2007-05-25T01:17:00.000+08:00

monday

got those harmful paper back.yucks. i have been poison . yucks. it hurt lots.
cant get rid at all. unless i accept the truth. hahas....dont really like these poison..... having a EL workshop .
it was damn bored and my instructor called SG. should be fun but i cant seem to listen to him. when lot one with NORA, FANNY, JENNIFER and JASMIN. when eating and shopping for maxine BIrthday present.

tuesday

maxine birthday todays.during Pe, ENJOYED the game ,hand ball, and its was fun . after that, when to nora house downstair that KTV room. playing pool and wastching comedy vampire show. lousy script as it mixed ENGlish, chinese and their dilect.

wednesday

got back my poison again. this time 4 hit.stupid poison.don enjoyed myself no piano and when home QUITE early,hahas... having serious magrain. ouch.nothing much happen.

thursday

everything since nomal ... no teacher , free on ourself.the EL lesson was boring end and it will continue next term.... when nora house there de gym and did those diffirent euipquitment. run for 5-3km ... hahas.... tired enough. meet my cousin after the excerise, pass her the stuff and went home. my family was eating downstair and i join them in.

week 9

2007-05-25T01:12:00.000+08:00

during 4 days continuous exam, nth to do and did quite bad for the subjects i think.school closed on Friday and when East coast. cycling for 2 hrs plus and saw our own regentnites there. we play in the send, in the water . There's nth to say but FUN....

term 2 week 8

2007-05-25T00:45:00.000+08:00

Monday

having EL paper in the classroom. the paper was tough . i cant manage to get the points off the paper. as the same, almost cant finish the paper. Nora and Fanny came over to my house and study maths. as we know, fanny was some how a circuit loosen and was kind of crazy. we played TRUE OR DIE. ha has as there is only one help line to choose. quite fun with them and fun goes on.

Tuesday

there's no teacher for the entire 3 period. (chemistry,PE,Chinese) Lots off free time and enjoyment... today, seem short . lesson end quick . nothing much today happen...

Wednesday

there's piano lesson today. my class guys went to "BORROW" a fan for the class and it seem so windy and cooling.having SS. Ms LOW was such a pain .during CCT, mdm poh saw the fan and didn't complain at all but we was wrong . we conclude that she was the one who told the uncle that we took a fan back class. during POA, she gave a smugged face and SMILE. she seem so fake. during Piano lesson, learning a new piece of song called beauty and the beast.my ah ma going china for ten days. she taking midnight flight.

Thursday

a day without granny. once more, mdm Poh was a biased teacher. only smart and quiet ppl please her. enough off madm poh ....cant stand (her) , she was such a pain and a person who cant accept the unhappiness sight off the life. she likes PPL to listen to her and phrase her good work and don't like ppl to criticize her work.just simply can workout and ideas.having Maths and POA exam tml.

Friday

having Maths and POA paper 2 venue at range.todays paper was such a failure. cant make it anymore. went mediacope for a show call 虽是创新王. to support our ex-regentnites student on D and T work. we almost win the title but lose to the other school by 9 marks.saw three hunks. they was so handsome and yarh.... my parents going Genting TML nite. As my father got a free room there.

term 2 week 7

2007-05-25T00:33:00.000+08:00

this week was quite peaceful and nice. on Thursday, there is CHINESE exam in the Range and Mr. Teo was such a pain. i almost cant finish my paper and i could only shorten all my ans. ON Friday, AWARDS DAY. got myself a award Call the 'SERVICE AWARD'. as i spent my hardship on the board for 4 years.I'm very happy on Friday as i got some nice memories back.

trip oversea

2007-05-25T00:01:00.000+08:00

when to part off indonesia on 27-04 to 01-05. it was a tired trip and sickness when all ard me. having changes to puke and hiding frm dog was a high rate. took this picture by chance as they was curios abt the camera and capture it .hahas.nth much happen this few days.

24 , 25 , 26 , April

2007-05-24T23:33:00.000+08:00

combining this days together as there is nothing much to say.On the 24th , nothing happen much accept for body arching . hahas. 25th, late for school and Saw you and her again. My brain and heart wasn't coordinating as i have a mixed feelings. even though , we have ended. i still adores you. seeing you and her, my hearts seem lost.but i have to bear the pain and wear on a mask to cover my sadness.Saw you again in part off the school,in the same place . You treat me as a transparent sheet. all things seem so negative. 26th, late for school again and this was wrost. reach at 8.40am . the bus and cab seem to be so busy as if . there is no cab and the bus seem to packed. the cab hotline was engaed . wasted my 1 hr.

23-05-07

2007-05-24T23:06:00.000+08:00

Having POA & GEOGRAPHY test today. saw things that i do not want to see. (Friends who know me will should be able to understand.) Saw you with her near school area. There's nothing for me to say but smile and walk off. Begin my Day with a sad stuff. argh... during POA, mdm poh, she was such a pain to me. there's no word to describe her. I'm totally speechless. geography test on manufacturing change to tourism. sure get low marks.

having NAfa today, without Nora and fanny. Nora having some family problem and fanny having her SYF . (hope they got a GOLD .)spending my NAfaring with Sheryl . lots of fun and tire during all station. ha has. trying my best to get good result but it seem so far away . don't think i did well in NAfa..,

my week 5

2007-04-22T18:53:00.000+08:00

Thursday-

having maths test in the morning,1st period.the paper seem so unfamiliar till to lack off topic acknowledgement .sleep during English lesson - due to lack off sleep everyday. after school,when eating with fanny and Nora. me and fanny gave suggestion to KFC and Long John Silver . Nora who was sick can't consume it. i gave her suggestion that , she will only consume the whipped potato or the soup... in the end, we when to pizza hut.

My order // Beef Lasagne

it was delicious that i whipped up the whole dish

after consuming , we when walking around and went home.

Friday,

today's' lesson was short but it seem long.

having art today, thinking that MdmFazelah would scream and shout @ us, but i was wrong. she seem that she wasn't interested with us anymore.During the lesson, i finish up the layout which it was half way done. after completing, i ask teacher whether is it okay, she help me add on some design and transfer to the canvas. i s so happy. my first layout, my first attempt. then when library with Gang Yuan to have it transparent. me,fanny and Jennifer, skipped recess and half the period of English to transfer the design to the canvas. teacher said that the art room will be open from 2 to 5. when back class for English, the class was noisy and chit-chatting. after English lesson, Chinese oral start. me was separate from the rest of the girls and when over to another class together with the guys.

when i finish the oral, the girls still there haven't start yet. as i was waiting for them,junwei who have finish the oral told me that i have scored 8 out of 10 for my passage Reading and my conversation, i have 22 out of 30. in total, i score 30 out of 40. still cant confirm the marks yet as there is still amended. after the oral, went s11for lunch, together with Nora, Jennifer and Li yuan.(fanny having dance, so nt joining us) after that, we head back to school , Nora and Li yuan went for D&T , my and Jennifer went for Art. Jennifer and me start to paint already.

after that, when D&T room to find Nora. they wasn't really on task, but, some how yes. saw fuwu and jiajun. they was quite fun person actually.after that, we went home. when i got home, my 4Th auntie came along.they ask me to help her burn CD but then, she forget to bring.she ask me to follow her home, which i was very keen . my mother ask me to go to. she took back the Desktop computer and carried it home. i help her with the CD, till midnight.

Saturday

spent my night at my auntie house, my auntie they came to my house, burning show and my cousin sent me the game war craft.i was still figuring out how to play actually. nothing much happened today..

Sunday

woke up in the morning and was crazily singing "我可以" after that, when downstairs for morning &lunch.then, came back and pack the CD . my mothers friend came over and help with the Internet connection stuff and then came the Star hub man to install the new smart TV digital box, the box was big and lots of function. which can record shows and even SMS. it was so Whoa. just know that having POA test again . haix... POA was just so boring.having Geography test also (open-book test) ,,, erm, nothing already, going to have my dinner and get bathing ...

0054

2007-04-19T00:53:00.000+08:00

finally done with my blogs.... spent hours doing it.

haven been blogging this few days. i'm going to cut short and brief through.

Monday

Meet fanny and nora etc, having mac. for breakfast. it was yummy. even without consuming the food, it was fun. FANNY was poking fun at JIESON. lots of hillarous event happen.Just as we out of control, a lady from the next table pop up and ask we to control out limit.as it was a public place.that lady simply spol the atmosphere.Actually, we was planning to be late but when we got into the school, they just started the mari ki ta ya. but we were lucky that the latecomers will have to go detention.during lesson time , having ss test and chem test.at night, played Manjong with my granny and sisters. i won $ but none pay up. so erh... well dont really matters any where.

Tuesday

Heard from the prefects that anyu was in the car/taxi just infront of me. I was almost late but manage to jon the class in time. during recess, fanny ask maxine this.'maxine, will you seperate the seniors prefects and the excos very clearly'. I was like Waa sai, fanny just shoot out in this way. quite inpress. then later, maxine and me have some conflicts about EXCOS and SENIORS PREFECTS. She was standing at the point of the excos while i'm standing at the point of the seniors prefects. i ended the conversation with some nasty attitude.Fail my geography test, yeek.. veri unhappy about it.later after school, my clicks +li yuan+wee keong+xin wei , when to the "mama" shops and seetle out lunch with instant noodle. having oral after my lunch. the oral was kind of hard to say. when lot one after the oral, nora, fanny and me bought give for our jonior. At home, having Steamboat... yum yum. nice food and i finish up the fishballs and the hot dog... hahas.

wedneday - thursday morning

same as yesterday. almost late. today having 3 chemistry test at a shot. it was hell. lots of question look weird to me. to be true, i didnt study at all. having Maths test tml,same. didnt really study as i'm updating the blog.feeling tired and tired each day. sleeping late today. watching a hillarous KOREAN drama (foxy lady). Staying up late!!

*No picture for update

my prefects

2007-04-15T22:48:00.001+08:00

shifted my blog from friendster...

the Past Friday, my 4 years off hard ship have paid off.
Missing all my beloved dear and darling. (partners)
It feel so fast that it just seem that yesterday was my first day in prefects.
leaving Prefects with happiness,hardship,wore out , sadness and sweetness and pride.

this is the picture taken on that day (friday the 13).

chun kiat and me Syafiqah and me ah meng and me

Joseph and me daz and me Aga. and me

me and Mr. chen thomas and me nora and me

Anyu and me Gang yuan and me jennifer and me

kenneth and me jasmine and me venessa and me

syavina and me nathasha and me Adeline and me

gaven and me me and ryan wee tiong and me

me and saw chiu me and qiu yan fanny and me

me and jamues me and sakinah maxine and me

ah pok and me bing han (xiao shuai ge) CAkes(pass down)

my batch -2006

that day, just when i got up to the stage, i was trembling all over. after listening the speech gave by An yu, my eyes turn red and water was all over my iris.
i endure. when everything ended , i got to the back stage, my tears drop down. it just seem that everything ended.

after the investitures, when to the chalet (for stepping down celebration), starting, it was damn bored till the rest off the sec 4s arrived. we rent bicycle overnite . me and jieson have a long talk for amost 2 hours. we talked about love -life-sorrow-happy.

after that, in the late nite, a huge group off us when cycling outside for 2 hours plus. the feeling was great. after that, there was nothing to do, and ard 3+4, i went in to room and sleep.

it was enjoyable and memories stays