always.

June 26, 2009

26-06-09

photo of bird park trip. This is the link to view.
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=118288&id=785000129&l=d5c386768d

it has been 12 days ever since i last blog.
in this 12 days, many things happen to my family and me.
this post going to be long.

my mum had toothache for one week.
accompany her to clinic hospital.
I even pay the bill for her.
now, I'm broke.

on the 18-06-09
when ECP to celebrate my brother 6th birthday.
pictures here:
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=120244&id=785000129&l=4e997e2707
on the 19-06-09
accompany granny to hospital for checkup
with uncle and his wife
after that, when bukit timah for porridge.
then, went courts to view furniture.
I'm suppose to meet my clicks.
my uncle actually said will send me down
end up to the nearest MRT.
So, pissed off. took train down.
and i shed tears in the train.
thinking that my granny going to move out.
meet Fanny and Jennifer straight when i reached
Nora last minute back out.
we shop for a few hours and bought new shoe
After that, took bus down to north vale.
having class gathering.
took tons of photo.
here :
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=120243&id=785000129&l=7516a88f7e

on 20-06-09
when to my first auntie house.played Majong with my aunties and god-mother.
lose $4.80.
didn't taken dinner at her place.
the dishes don't suit me.
went home for dinner
settle it with Maggie.
stick to laptop,
played Sims 3.

Father's Day.
my dad was at home.
this year celebration was nothing much.
sat down together and have breakfast and dinner.
exclude my granny.
she was away to view furniture with uncle.
For this 17+ years, i didn't dare to talk back or confront my granny.
eventually, i did it on father's day.
i told her thinks that she don't know
about her son, my uncle.
everyone was pointing finger and claim is my parents faults.
As their child, what we can do is bear and bear.
I eventually can't talk it and say every things out.
my sister was there too.
we cried.
granny went back to sleep.
she was unhappy that we say about his favourite son.
she was indeed a biased mother.

22-06-09
i woke up and greet her,
she was not happy.
her tone was different.
Just before we went Lot 1 for breakfast with both my sisters and her,
my elder sister actually explain things to her, and told her things that she wasn't aware.talked for an hour more,
we went lot 1.
every things seem fine.
went home after that.
at night, she finally talk to my mother.
grateful.

23-06-09
i was at home whole day.
did assignment.
is my sister boyfriend birthday.
is also the first time he slept over.
i didn't know that my second sister actually bought a slice of cheese cookie cake for me.
i was surprise.
they actually did it on 12 midnight.
so touched. love my sisters.
we played Majong and i won $2.

24-06-09
it's my birthday.
Happy Birthday, Zoe
blow cake at 12 midnight.
that's my only cake.
woke up at 11pm, slept at 3 plus 4 .
went down stair for lunch.
after that, was at home the whole day.
my brother was at home too.
he going flyer with my elder sister and boyfriend.
we doll him up
.

after that, my auntie called and ask me out.
i joined her and she sent me back around 4.45pm.
i meet fanny, shao wei, and Daryl and Cheryl at 5.30pm
however, my dear fanny was sleeping.
she was late. meet her at 6 then.
Cheryl said that she don't know that I'm meeting her.
she went down later.
went bugis for Bbq steamboat.
paid $18. fanny was indeed the hilarious one.
she was standing there and wait for the meat.
she told the waiter twice and no meat was placed.
she ask me , shao wei and Daryl to go peep and take.
after that, she took one big plate, and ask me to take again.i took, either shao wei or Daryl also went to take.
there's 3 plate. we couldn't finish all.
Cheryl joined in later.
we joke and laugh.
around 9pm, we left the place.
went Bj to shop around for a while,
i left them first.
catching 9.30pm movie
- Ghosts of girlfriend past.
watched with xiang bin.
after the show, we head home.
took the last train from bugis to jurong.
actually, we managed to take the last train from jurong.
some things pop up.
and we missed the train.
took cab to lot 1 then.
my sister wants to eat mac.
mac closed.
he sent me home,
and i pass him the present that i owe him for at least a month.

thanks for the gift.

June 14, 2009

Bird Park Trip

heyhey,
update tomorrow.
no mood;
very tired.
in the mist of
RANDOMISING.

June 12, 2009

13-06-09

EM,
went school today morning;
head to town at 3 plus.
meet Jennifer;
went far east and she brought dress.belt
i bought this jacket.

is some how formal;
but i like it.
going to wear on Friday
with my clicks.
after that,
went Charles and Kieth to buy shoe.
Jennifer brought heels
but;
i didn't purchase any.
just tried this :

kind of like it Los;
tempted to buy.
hahas;

went subway for dinner;
took train home after that.
took photos upon waiting the train
and in train.

there's some more
but that Jennifer don't allow me to put.
hahas,

actually ,
going meet my primary school mate to collect my clothes
which i brought from her online.
but, can make it on time.
so, Sunday then pass to me.

went 7-11 to purchase bread for tml outing.
brought Mr and little miss again.
one new member and repeated member.
hahas.

that's all.

June 11, 2009

11-06-09

oh gosh;
I'm totally engross with this man .
his name is KIM HYUN JOONG.
starring in boys over flowers.
my new hubby; <3
hahas;
i am so thick skin .
my laptop wall paper and phone was all him.
hahas.

okay; enough.
today, didn't go school
at home all day.
my shoulder was in pain.
stick to laptop whole day.
went to bring brother home;
and head to 7-11.
brought MR and LITTLE MISS.

from left to right;
little miss shy, little miss chatterbox, little miss sunshine, and Mr greedy

On our way home,
we saw this

is filled with dried leaf
it almost cover the whole track.

House basic tap spoil,
father spent an hour plus to fix.
both sister wasn't home.

Tomorrow, going town with Jennifer.
shopping time. - GSS
hahas;

June 10, 2009

10-6-09

Song change;
mood change too :s

when for chemistry lesson today.
the attendance was bad.
Agatha, Celeste and guo jiao didn't attend
i went alone.
brought food for sister;
my elder sis went chalet.
another going Malaysia -Thailand tml.
left me alone and brother.

meet Irene, kuei lee for lunch and dinner.
went sakae;
crap with them,
recalled what happen during primary school days;
laughter :)
after dinner;
shop aimlessly.
went home after that.

Saturday, going JBP(jurong bird park)
with fanny, Nora and jasmine.
Jennifer not free , so count her out.

my mood changes,
not PMS
is just, CHANGE
I'm getting more randomise
and falling into the emo category.
oh gosh, in favour of help.

hey;
take care of your health ;
don't fall sick again.

June 07, 2009

7-6-09

Happy Birthday, cousin(pei hui)

change photo;

yesterday, aunty came to celebrate birthday for me.
as chinese birthday was one say before.
receive red packets and blow cake.
this celebration was some how lousy.
my own family members wasnt there for me.
except my brother.
father went drinking
mother was hiding in the room
as having bad terms with my uncle
both sister went out.
what a celebration uh.
forget it.

dad not working today.
played Mj for a while.
not even a complete round.
my aunty and daddy came.
has been hiding in the room ever since they came.
packed my table and shelves.
ate campbell for lunch.
played facebook.
i'm feeling kind of bored with facebook.
nah, thats all.

I managed to find the english lyrics for
Because i'm stupid by SS501.

Girl,don't you know I am a fool for you
I don't know anything but you
While you heart belongs to someone else
Probably you never know how I feel

And I can't even make you laugh or cry
You can't remember there is a guy
who is looking at the steps that you make
I can't help my stupid tears falling down

Each time you pass me by
There's a feeling softly touch my heart
But the more I love you the more I know
That I end up being alone

[Chorus]
Everyday I miss you as I can't breath
Every night,I just can't turn off the light
'Cause I'm so afraid to describe the way I feel
Once again, alone, crying for you
Once again, alone, missing for you
Baby, I love you, I'm waiting for you

And I can't even make you laugh or cry
You can't remember there is a guy
who is looking at the steps that you make
and create the memories of his own

To me, love is a wound
And I make it wider everyday
Even though I can see your pretty smile
But somehow I can't smile back to you

Bye bye,never say goodbye
Even though I can't hold on to you
I need you,I can't find anything else to say
So I'll wish again and again

[Chorus]
Everyday I miss you as I can't breath
Every night,I just can't turn off the light
'Cause I'm so afraid to describe the way I feel
Once again, alone, crying for you
Everyday I miss you as I can't breath
Every night,I just can't turn off the light
'Cause I'm so afraid to describe the way I feel
Once again, alone, crying for you
Once again, alone, missing for you
Baby, I love you, I'm waiting for you

June 05, 2009

5 june

finish watching the boys before flowers(K)
in just 3 days.

the show was nice.

the cast was handsome and pretty.

i was obsessed with it.

;change the blog song to their OST.

uploaded 8 songs.

some song was touching,

love this few scene

the casts:

in the mean time,
something was bothering me.

i don't know if i should or should not.

i don't want to hurt anyone.
I'm lost.
no directions, no heading
i don't like the me now.

finding a soul mate to ease my pain.

in the mist of searching.
i don't know who and where will this person be.
I'm giving up.

i wont tell whats the things that bother me.

so, save your breathe, don't ask.

once again,

I'm going to for to the state of emo-ing.
no mood to talk.
I'm tired.

June 01, 2009

1 june

it has been a month ever since i update my blog.
this month was fully occupied with school.
there's exam, test, work and lesson.

having my holiday now.
during this month,
went for sports carnival
and participate in Frisbee.
won the competition.
we even went to participate in the ultimate Frisbee challenge.

pass 3 subjects and flunk 3 subjects.
receive the letter of commendation
with an improvement of 50%
compared to PSLE.
didnt actually meet my target.
except for combine humanities.

today, just finish the O'level MT.
Did news report for the 1st time.
managed to completed everything.
hopefully, a few grade better.

having extra lesson for the next 2 weeks.
kind of shag.
wanting to go sentosa on the 20 June.
may consider first.
urge of shopping and play volleyball.
sentosa anyone?

to who it may concern.
I'm fine. in the mist of working hard.
thanks.


hey hey. I am Zoe and I am 18. Oranges and white purple and computers are my favorite things. Music Playlist at MixPod.com 5-1 AGATHA ALICE ARRON CASSANDRA CELESTE CHERYL EDMUND ERNEST FANNY FOO SING GINA GERALD HUDA IRENE JACK JASMINE JIESON JOANNA JOSEPH JUN WEI KATIE KOKSHIN LETTY-rachel LINI LIONEL MAXINE NATHASHA NORA NYDIA QIN YI RYAN SAMSON SHAO WEI SHIN YIN SHUNA THOMAS WEE KEONG XIN WEI XUE QI April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 October 2007 November 2007 March 2008 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 November 2009 raptiva	June 26, 2009 26-06-09 photo of bird park trip. This is the link to view. http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=118288&id=785000129&l=d5c386768d it has been 12 days ever since i last blog. in this 12 days, many things happen to my family and me. this post going to be long. my mum had toothache for one week. accompany her to clinic hospital. I even pay the bill for her. now, I'm broke. on the 18-06-09 when ECP to celebrate my brother 6th birthday. pictures here: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=120244&id=785000129&l=4e997e2707 on the 19-06-09 accompany granny to hospital for checkup with uncle and his wife after that, when bukit timah for porridge. then, went courts to view furniture. I'm suppose to meet my clicks. my uncle actually said will send me down end up to the nearest MRT. So, pissed off. took train down. and i shed tears in the train. thinking that my granny going to move out. meet Fanny and Jennifer straight when i reached Nora last minute back out. we shop for a few hours and bought new shoe After that, took bus down to north vale. having class gathering. took tons of photo. here : http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=120243&id=785000129&l=7516a88f7e on 20-06-09 when to my first auntie house.played Majong with my aunties and god-mother. lose $4.80. didn't taken dinner at her place. the dishes don't suit me. went home for dinner settle it with Maggie. stick to laptop, played Sims 3. Father's Day. my dad was at home. this year celebration was nothing much. sat down together and have breakfast and dinner. exclude my granny. she was away to view furniture with uncle. For this 17+ years, i didn't dare to talk back or confront my granny. eventually, i did it on father's day. i told her thinks that she don't know about her son, my uncle. everyone was pointing finger and claim is my parents faults. As their child, what we can do is bear and bear. I eventually can't talk it and say every things out. my sister was there too. we cried. granny went back to sleep. she was unhappy that we say about his favourite son. she was indeed a biased mother. 22-06-09 i woke up and greet her, she was not happy. her tone was different. Just before we went Lot 1 for breakfast with both my sisters and her, my elder sister actually explain things to her, and told her things that she wasn't aware.talked for an hour more, we went lot 1. every things seem fine. went home after that. at night, she finally talk to my mother. grateful. 23-06-09 i was at home whole day. did assignment. is my sister boyfriend birthday. is also the first time he slept over. i didn't know that my second sister actually bought a slice of cheese cookie cake for me. i was surprise. they actually did it on 12 midnight. so touched. love my sisters. we played Majong and i won $2. 24-06-09 it's my birthday. Happy Birthday, Zoe blow cake at 12 midnight. that's my only cake. woke up at 11pm, slept at 3 plus 4 . went down stair for lunch. after that, was at home the whole day. my brother was at home too. he going flyer with my elder sister and boyfriend. we doll him up . after that, my auntie called and ask me out. i joined her and she sent me back around 4.45pm. i meet fanny, shao wei, and Daryl and Cheryl at 5.30pm however, my dear fanny was sleeping. she was late. meet her at 6 then. Cheryl said that she don't know that I'm meeting her. she went down later. went bugis for Bbq steamboat. paid $18. fanny was indeed the hilarious one. she was standing there and wait for the meat. she told the waiter twice and no meat was placed. she ask me , shao wei and Daryl to go peep and take. after that, she took one big plate, and ask me to take again.i took, either shao wei or Daryl also went to take. there's 3 plate. we couldn't finish all. Cheryl joined in later. we joke and laugh. around 9pm, we left the place. went Bj to shop around for a while, i left them first. catching 9.30pm movie - Ghosts of girlfriend past. watched with xiang bin. after the show, we head home. took the last train from bugis to jurong. actually, we managed to take the last train from jurong. some things pop up. and we missed the train. took cab to lot 1 then. my sister wants to eat mac. mac closed. he sent me home, and i pass him the present that i owe him for at least a month. thanks for the gift. 6/26/2009 12:07:00 AM · June 14, 2009 Bird Park Trip heyhey, update tomorrow. no mood; very tired. in the mist of RANDOMISING. 6/14/2009 12:56:00 AM · June 12, 2009 13-06-09 EM, went school today morning; head to town at 3 plus. meet Jennifer; went far east and she brought dress.belt i bought this jacket. is some how formal; but i like it. going to wear on Friday with my clicks. after that, went Charles and Kieth to buy shoe. Jennifer brought heels but; i didn't purchase any. just tried this : kind of like it Los; tempted to buy. hahas; went subway for dinner; took train home after that. took photos upon waiting the train and in train. there's some more but that Jennifer don't allow me to put. hahas, actually , going meet my primary school mate to collect my clothes which i brought from her online. but, can make it on time. so, Sunday then pass to me. went 7-11 to purchase bread for tml outing. brought Mr and little miss again. one new member and repeated member. hahas. that's all. 6/12/2009 11:36:00 PM · June 11, 2009 11-06-09 oh gosh; I'm totally engross with this man . his name is KIM HYUN JOONG. starring in boys over flowers. my new hubby; <3 hahas; i am so thick skin . my laptop wall paper and phone was all him. hahas. okay; enough. today, didn't go school at home all day. my shoulder was in pain. stick to laptop whole day. went to bring brother home; and head to 7-11. brought MR and LITTLE MISS. from left to right; little miss shy, little miss chatterbox, little miss sunshine, and Mr greedy On our way home, we saw this is filled with dried leaf it almost cover the whole track. House basic tap spoil, father spent an hour plus to fix. both sister wasn't home. Tomorrow, going town with Jennifer. shopping time. - GSS hahas; 6/11/2009 09:52:00 PM · June 10, 2009 10-6-09 Song change; mood change too :s when for chemistry lesson today. the attendance was bad. Agatha, Celeste and guo jiao didn't attend i went alone. brought food for sister; my elder sis went chalet. another going Malaysia -Thailand tml. left me alone and brother. meet Irene, kuei lee for lunch and dinner. went sakae; crap with them, recalled what happen during primary school days; laughter :) after dinner; shop aimlessly. went home after that. Saturday, going JBP(jurong bird park) with fanny, Nora and jasmine. Jennifer not free , so count her out. my mood changes, not PMS is just, CHANGE I'm getting more randomise and falling into the emo category. oh gosh, in favour of help. hey; take care of your health ; don't fall sick again. 6/10/2009 10:59:00 PM · June 07, 2009 7-6-09 Happy Birthday, cousin(pei hui) change photo; yesterday, aunty came to celebrate birthday for me. as chinese birthday was one say before. receive red packets and blow cake. this celebration was some how lousy. my own family members wasnt there for me. except my brother. father went drinking mother was hiding in the room as having bad terms with my uncle both sister went out. what a celebration uh. forget it. dad not working today. played Mj for a while. not even a complete round. my aunty and daddy came. has been hiding in the room ever since they came. packed my table and shelves. ate campbell for lunch. played facebook. i'm feeling kind of bored with facebook. nah, thats all. I managed to find the english lyrics for Because i'm stupid by SS501. Girl,don't you know I am a fool for you I don't know anything but you While you heart belongs to someone else Probably you never know how I feel And I can't even make you laugh or cry You can't remember there is a guy who is looking at the steps that you make I can't help my stupid tears falling down Each time you pass me by There's a feeling softly touch my heart But the more I love you the more I know That I end up being alone [Chorus] Everyday I miss you as I can't breath Every night,I just can't turn off the light 'Cause I'm so afraid to describe the way I feel Once again, alone, crying for you Once again, alone, missing for you Baby, I love you, I'm waiting for you And I can't even make you laugh or cry You can't remember there is a guy who is looking at the steps that you make and create the memories of his own To me, love is a wound And I make it wider everyday Even though I can see your pretty smile But somehow I can't smile back to you [Chorus] Everyday I miss you as I can't breath Every night,I just can't turn off the light 'Cause I'm so afraid to describe the way I feel Once again, alone, crying for you Once again, alone, missing for you Baby, I love you, I'm waiting for you Bye bye,never say goodbye Even though I can't hold on to you I need you,I can't find anything else to say So I'll wish again and again [Chorus] Everyday I miss you as I can't breath Every night,I just can't turn off the light 'Cause I'm so afraid to describe the way I feel Once again, alone, crying for you Everyday I miss you as I can't breath Every night,I just can't turn off the light 'Cause I'm so afraid to describe the way I feel Once again, alone, crying for you Once again, alone, missing for you Baby, I love you, I'm waiting for you 6/07/2009 06:49:00 PM · June 05, 2009 5 june finish watching the boys before flowers(K) in just 3 days. the show was nice. the cast was handsome and pretty. i was obsessed with it. ;change the blog song to their OST. uploaded 8 songs. some song was touching, love this few scene the casts: in the mean time, something was bothering me. i don't know if i should or should not. i don't want to hurt anyone. I'm lost. no directions, no heading i don't like the me now. finding a soul mate to ease my pain. in the mist of searching. i don't know who and where will this person be. I'm giving up. i wont tell whats the things that bother me. so, save your breathe, don't ask. once again, I'm going to for to the state of emo-ing. no mood to talk. I'm tired. 6/05/2009 05:28:00 PM · June 01, 2009 1 june it has been a month ever since i update my blog. this month was fully occupied with school. there's exam, test, work and lesson. having my holiday now. during this month, went for sports carnival and participate in Frisbee. won the competition. we even went to participate in the ultimate Frisbee challenge. pass 3 subjects and flunk 3 subjects. receive the letter of commendation with an improvement of 50% compared to PSLE. didnt actually meet my target. except for combine humanities. today, just finish the O'level MT. Did news report for the 1st time. managed to completed everything. hopefully, a few grade better. having extra lesson for the next 2 weeks. kind of shag. wanting to go sentosa on the 20 June. may consider first. urge of shopping and play volleyball. sentosa anyone? to who it may concern. I'm fine. in the mist of working hard. thanks. 6/01/2009 11:31:00 PM ·